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To those who
17:25 Aug 30 2007
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Those I love are telling me one thing, Some say there is no one good enough for you there are others that say I love you I am locked in a battle for my heart, they all say they want whats best for me but yet nobody takes the time to see what they are truely doing to me. Their battle for me is tearing me apart at the seams i wanna runaway and cry maybe just die, then they would not have to worry about "whats best" for me. I wanna make my own mistakes learn from everything I break to keep an edge on myself. I am so lost in every aspect of my life its so hard to feel like the odd one out that everyone is turning their backs on me. Do you know what it feels like to have the ones you love say they cant rely on you that this one heart you cant be true as long as I was miserable everyone wanted to be my friend when I gain a leg up to try to be happy they all turn their backs on me. I want to take the time to say for everytime I have tried to be there for you this is the thanks I get listen to all your fears and been there through all those tears now your gonna turn on me. Thanks to all of those who "care"
Welcome to my mind....
05:05 Aug 30 2007
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The hardest things I have to deal with are the feelings I have swimming through my head, the failures I have made, the people I hurt, and most of all the bridges I have burned.. Things will eventually go on but forgiveness in myself is something I seek to find. I have no way out drowning feeling constantly you get above water just long enough to keep you alive before slipping down again. I wanna cut myself to see how much I bleed, this is the pain I can't seem to get rid of its my pergutory
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